so very tired

i am getting so fed up with this egg donation. trying to stay positive but i'm just so over the blood tests & ultrasounds & anxiety & early wake up calls & injections & pills. i have no doubt about the fact that this is awesome & i'd do it all over again but man i can't wait for it to be done.

in between all of this i've been hanging out like it's my job. from topanga canyon new age healing bar-b-ques to downtown loft party madness to after hour clubs to swimming in indoor pools once belonging to the rat pack, this trip has certainly delivered in the fun department.

collage inspired by a guy hitting on me with the most random intense things, rejecting him, & then him LITERALLY turning around & kicking the same game to my best friend. she rejected him too. not a bad guy, just so mystified & horrified by these tactics.