wanna meet that decade.

denise said yesterday: 'i guess this past decade was the time to be confused. this decade is when we do it. i mean, wow, if you're going to have children, get married, families, create your life, its gonna happen this time.'

made me shake in my skin a little bit. i know how i feel now about having children. i know how i feel now about getting married. i wonder then what will this decade hold for me? i was pretty good at defining my 20s, all about party & bullshit & crippling waves of depressive anxiety...i held that down. i completely filled the expected.

but now i wonder how i will fill this most important decade to come. most certainly not with party & bullshit, & so on & so forth. something will change.

but so if not with babies or husbands, maybe dogs & books? here's hoping!

hopefully with wonderous expeditions, fascinating people, & deeply satisfying moments.

here's to a few great big love affairs.

and lets plan on learning to surf & continuing the tradition of total babedom.

i made this collage for the new year. i'm in LA & its wonderful for the fact that i can stretch the hell out. but i wish in the city proper, it felt more claustrophobic.

and man did anyone see that moon tonight?




HAPPY TWENTY TEN!

JESUS, WHERE ARE THE TELEPORTATION STATIONS ALREADY?